Date Wrecks:

There is just something very magical about a long-winded post that makes me happy. Maybe it’s because my musical library is lacking, but I really kind of want to hear this one sung to a track. I think I’d title the track, “I have teddy bears in my house!”

I refuse to go to Coffee-A Soak is in Order – 51 (fairfax)

I’m feeling fearless these days….it’s a wonderful feeling..maybe it has to do with turning 50….or,….lot’s of friends passing….time is ticking…louder, ever than before….not worrying about what people think of me anymore, finally morphed into my own Man I always wanted to be…sober…loving… unselfish..caring..respectful..but not cocky…one day at a time, I think I can pull this off…….NOW is what we have….and, I canot feed off of yesterday’s achievements….there is so much to do now, it has become clear….that’s it..CLARITY via restraint of pen and toungue and mouse………wow……so…..our first date is NOT a silly coffee shop…..how do I find a woman who is unafraid to bare her soul with me.?? By putting this out to the universe…………I dare you to be the person YOU’ve always wanted to be….go ahead…tell me a secret…I’ll tell you one of mine….I have teddy Bears in my house(I am very single, no ex, no kids, and live alone)…and, they have names….I hold them sometimes, as I do my cats…why not, they comfort me as if I were 5 again…….so there…tell me a secret and we’ll begin our journey with the truth….it’s NOT about you, or me, or us….it’s all about the truth, and not being afraid to be ourselves…that, of course changes, which is what makes it so damn awesome….tommorow, I may wake up and hear things, see things in a new light……I’m SO over my sleep apnea type of spiritual awakenings…….experience the experience of now with someone you don’t even know, but, have known forever…..please, if you are super-busy(I am semi-retired, and am looking for someone who can do things without a lot of strings right now)…or have kids living at home, or, allergic to cats, are far away(another 2 counties), are not into bigger guys(I am 6-3—300#—my personal preference is Rubenesque-style women)or, use chemicals to alter your reality, this probably isn’t the ad to respond to….so….let it all go……it will be raining soon..I Love to soak in the rain….Frog’s…Harbin….in sun, Muir Beach….are you a true naturalist? I am…many are, and, many are not…whatever floats your boat, as they say..I have this funny feeling yOU are out there, ……oh..BTW, I have a FANTASTIC relationship with my Mother…..if you do, like interview questions with your new dates, I will just sit and smile and laugh at your sillyness…